Ive decided now, not to hold your hands when we're with your friends. I know you want your space, and ive realised that you're alot more initiative and intimate with me when we're alone together than with people around us. You tell me, dont get mad juz cause you dont wanna hold my hand. I know. Sometimes, you just dont like holding my hands..

Im really desperate now. I'm nothing. I've got no mobile phone, no money, no qualifications, no talents, no anything.. I've got nothing to fall back on and im just like a leech being dependent when im supposed to be independent. I need another job. I need another life. I feel useless, like a loser waiting for money to come in at the end of the month, money i can hardly use to support myself. You've got your own life, your own friends, a full time job, but unfortunately, you've also got a girlfriend who cant take care of herself.

Sometimes i cant take it anymore. It feels like we are just gonna break into two any moment. Yeah.. Im too addicted to you thats why.. I dont seem to let you breathe do i? Maybe we need some time away from each other.. Maybe you need to spend alot more time with your guitar girlfriend since you've been complaining so much. Sometimes i feel that you dont care.. But i dont bother.. I just go with the flow.. keep myself busy until i forget and feel myself again.. But then again, it's never settled..

It's never settled..

Ive decided now, not to hold your hands when we're with your friends. I know you want your space, and ive realised that you're alot more initiative and intimate with me when we're alone together than with people around us. You tell me, dont get mad juz cause you dont wanna hold my hand. I know. Sometimes, you just dont like holding my hands..

Im really desperate now. I'm nothing. I've got no mobile phone, no money, no qualifications, no talents, no anything.. I've got nothing to fall back on and im just like a leech being dependent when im supposed to be independent. I need another job. I need another life. I feel useless, like a loser waiting for money to come in at the end of the month, money i can hardly use to support myself. You've got your own life, your own friends, a full time job, but unfortunately, you've also got a girlfriend who cant take care of herself.

Sometimes i cant take it anymore. It feels like we are just gonna break into two any moment. Yeah.. Im too addicted to you thats why.. I dont seem to let you breathe do i? Maybe we need some time away from each other.. Maybe you need to spend alot more time with your guitar girlfriend since you've been complaining so much. Sometimes i feel that you dont care.. But i dont bother.. I just go with the flow.. keep myself busy until i forget and feel myself again.. But then again, it's never settled..

It's never settled..